so sick of eveything.

me and nick have been dating for 4 months and one day now. of cousre we fought today. which sucked cz everything is really depressing.

-Mr. Sims a teacher at my school died of an anurism (sp?) he was the tracka nd girls basketball coach and he lived across the canal from me. so school was a daze i just sort walked through like i was not there. everything was sad even the walls were sad

-Carly one of my best friends got in a car accident when she was in flordia for her grandpa's funeral which was really upsetting cz i lopve carly to death and shes really sad about her grandpa and it makes me said.

-nick gets mad at me cz he was 'sresse' and sometimes he gets pissed at me cz of the stuff happening around him. which kinda sucks.

so i guess that just made evrything hit me and i just started bawling for no reason for like 10 minutes. im still trying to stop. guess this is life. but it sucks. i just sorta needed someone to talk to but he left to go hang out with his friend and everyone else is sleeping..

yes and i have homework and school and i have to try and not have a 'life sucks i think im gonna start crying cz i just relized it' breakdown tommorow in school..

nick-i wish i didnt think i cared too much. but i do love you. your just not there sometimes. dont get pissed cz of this either.

do you ever notice that crying is contagious. the teachers are crying your friends are crying then you get sad and you start to cry.

-hopefully sleeping cz i dont know if i can deal with any more crying today.

ps-i love you carly and im glad your home.

Picture Credit-Chris Savage

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