So everything is fine again. i hate how my life resembles a 12 year old girls mood swings..

bleck. he told me i was annoying today. and im not mad. just sorta sad. that he thinks i was being annoying. i didnt even do anything. and now im thinking into it.

i wish i didnt care. cz things would be less blah.

im going to see blindside saturday w/ a bunch of ppl's and we're taking a limo. lol.. bia bia!

im suck a sucky friend. no one tell me anything.. god. im so fucking stupid. im gonna make her cry. and i didnt even mean to.. and shes gonna be so sad. and i cant do anything. cz i told. and it makes me sad that i was that much of a bitch. everyone is mad at her. she can be annoying at times (so can i.. (see above)). but she doesnt deserve all this hate. i wish i could take back what i said. Carrie im sorry.

i hate how i stare at your sn and wish you would say something but i dont wanna say anything to you.. and when you if you ever do eventually IM me. im mean. but i dont want to be. it just happens. i hate how when we fight.

i love you so much it hurts sometimes.

goodnight everyone.

'im not in the mood'

-me

Picture Credit-Chris Savage

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